A Librarian's..

Allrit this journal has a lot of cobwebs and I jus need to write to get rid of them.

December has been a real great month for me, Ok I finally passed my SOC after my third/fourth try. Its been a tough training but my efforts paid off at last, i vomited at the end of the run. Passing Soc means I will be promoted in Jan! And no more training!!

And this mth i will have a lot of rest due to clearing of my leave and off, which is great!

Lately, I kept seeing old friends that I have not met for a long time, on wed I saw Matthew at Timbre and yesterday I saw my bmt buddy wenkai, who is nw a regular officer. How things change lol!

And talking of Timbre, it is a great chill out place, a outdoor bar. I met up with candice, yy and weiliang at clarke quay mrt, which i rushed down from camp without aproper attire and messy hair. We walked for a distance and when we reached there, there was a long queue, we ended up waiting from 8 plus till 9.45 to haev a table in front of the live band. Timbre has a great atmosphere, and was super crowded even though its a wednesday! I guess most SMU students go there since its not far from Timbre. We ordered pasta and a pizza, drinks like vodka redbull, Sinagapore Sling and Erdinger beer, and lastly 12 shots of KAMIKAZE, which is not potent as the name sounds. When the live band started playing, it was loud but i must say i was impressed by them, the singer has a good voice and the music was great.

Best of all, Matthew and another girl was called up to stage by the live band singer and he was told to do a lap dance with the girl sitting on the chair! He gamely dance to the tune and all the people was laughing! Btw Matther was celebrating his 21st birthday so I suppose he was sabo by his friends on stage.

And of coz we took pics using candice phone, mine was left at home as i did nt have time to change to my civilian camera phone.




Candice say this was a great photo, well i have to agree that this was one of the best photos taken.

Well I can't wait for Christmas!

Whew I jus bk out today, did duty yesterday, this wkend jus went pass.

I 'm jus sort of counting down till my freedom, approximately 7 months. Yes I really want it! seriously i would trade anything to ord instantly. Really want to get back society to work and save up for uni studies.

I went to watch the chinese movie "liang zhu" with zermaine, and it was a sad romance story. After the movie, I went to mit with cz n yy, but yy went off to mit up with her frenz at marina square so no time to really talk. Instead, went supper with cz n and her bf to eat supper at east coast hawker by car. I was quite tired after that.

21 this year, jus wanna get out of singlehood but nt in a rush. Its nt easy but cupid might jus strike me at any time lol.

2 more days and ITs another turning point... turning 21! People say ur a official adult,
which is true as R21 shows are no longer a restriction, haha! Almost every friend of mine
organized a chalet/ birthday party for their celebrations and I was thinking whether it's
the only way to celebrate.

I'm nt saying that's boring, fantastic because everyone gathered
at 1 place to mingle around. But chalets are nt for me coz it requires lotsa of planning and
coordination in asking frenz to cum.

I dun like to waste energy and time to do all these even its 21st, jus want it simple but memorable 1 lol! Some of my frenz asked me hw to celebrate but I dun really have ideas lol. Jus eat at a great place and jus have crazy fun.

Tml I would be going dbl o, 2 mths since I club, jus wanna drink all i want and party! Of cos know more girls!

Though I did nt spell it, jus hoping some presents would cum my way haha! It would be gd to
have but more importantly, to be able to celebrate wif gd frenz. After all it's my big day!
Jus wanna get a Fossil watch!

Next posting would be on my post birthday celebrations, pics to accompany.

Thks if ur reading this entry ^-^!

Mayb either my logic sucks or I am plain stupid sometimes. I was really pissed off today. Simply we go to places that did nt exist in my version of Singapore. We went to Kranji, then on to queensway, and we have to go changi? And still expect us to press on?

I dun know WTF his mind thinking. I did duty yesterday and in my state of mind, I'm nt going to go there, my home is in AMK, not some area in the east. And I'm not obliged to listen to stupid logic if it defies mine when i am outside.

WHO in the Freaking hell would go to changi and then go back home to AMK!! unless My taxi fare is reimbursed. Not everyone has the same opinion as him, this is democracy man.

I understood his point of view, to press on so tml would be more relac, but its nt as if our lives depend on winning.

It sucks.

Seeing my display pic, memoirs of my early days, I still think they are the best buddies in NS, At least they are willing to help u and I really feel we were like a band of brothers. It was jus like yesterday.

On the happy note, I hope tml's dbl 0 would be fun, good. a girl's number and stress free time awaits...!!

Yeap I watched Kungfu panda yesterday at Eng Wah, sadly nt at AMK Cathay becoz there was a huge crowd yesterday, and the tickets were all sold out, and wkends AMK hub jus seem to have a lot of people..

Its been ages since I went to Eng Wah to watch a movie. Yj and I went to Jubilee to buy tickets which was readily available, and the staff jus give me the back seats. Plus besides u, there were no one buying tickets, almost like a dead cinema. I start to wonder whether we are the only ones watching man.. Lol

We went to Mac and chill out b4 watching the movie.

Well, I would jus say the outline of the story to avoid any spoilers. Basically, it talks about this panda named Po. who dreamed to learn kungfu and be a hero. But he was big and fat, and his father want him to take over the family noodle store. Then, a wise turtle predicted that his student Tai Lung, would break out of prison and cause havoc to the peaceful town. Only the dragon warrior would be able to stop him. So, by accident Po stumbled into the palace to sell his mee and was chosen as the dragon warrior...

The movie is good, had hilarious moments and the process of how Po was trained to be the dragon warrior was really amusing. Strongly recommended to watch!!

Have to book in liao as I write this entry, hope everything would be ok..

Anyone reading hope u can put in a comment!

I woke up pretty early to go to Tony's house for his housewarming party at Yishun. This was a sort of celebration for his successful ROM with his long time girlfriend. It was just a year since we graduated and whoah, it jus happened.

So anyway, met up wif Ian, Ivan, Bob and LK to contribute to a hongbao as a form of present to Tony. At his house, we helped ourselves to the buffet and generally chit chat. It was a short stay, 2 hours but b4 we go off, we watched a video tribute filming the ROM process and happy moments taken during the whole ceremony. I really felt happy for them, wish them here eternal bliss and happiness of their marriage! I wondered when would the cupid strike me lol..!

Then I went back to AMK to play futsal, jus can't resist football for me..

2 more weeks and It would be officially 1 yr of NS liao!! There was a lof of sweat, shagness, tekaness and more, nt easy but had gone through it.. seeing my friends commisioned to officers 1 by 1. Alas 1 more year but IT be over soon, I'm almost there...!

I jus saw a fund raising show on channel 8. It was broadcasting this video of this man who was stucked in the debris of the school destroyed by the massive earthquake. it was taken b4 he was rescued. He was stucked for 79 hrs b4 he was finally rescued . Sadly, he died b4 he was given treatment. B4 he died, he has talked on the phone to his wife that he wants to see her pregnant wife and be with her again. His spirit and determination to live was fantastic, hanging hope of being rescued. It was depressing to watch, it must be worse for their loved ones..

A lot of people jus died suddenly in a natural disaster, plus the Myanmmar cyclone, this year is not that gd after all, amid the fear of terrorist attacks and political unrest.

Blessed the souls of the people who died unexpectedly and more people to be rescued....

Yesterday and today was bad: i vomited yesterday in the taxi on myself due to too much drinking of beer, I felt bad.. 1st time it happens.. Damn it sucks....

Today, i dun know if its a bad thing, pure coincidence, destiny or whatever u call it, but jus happen to saw her walking past with her sis. Right at the moment we saw each other, and I guess we were both shocked to see each other, that I did not know whether to say hi or jus to simply keep quiet and walk away. My mind was simply a blank at that time. So I chose the latter: walk away. I guess that's me, dun really want to get reminded, jus let it be and walk off. Its been a year anyway and we walk our separate ways happily. I wish her happiness though we are nt frenz anymore. Heaven making me the butt of jokes? Hah Damn...

Hope u be reading, I really din mean to put plane and make u angry, its my fault that i chose to go zouk then changed my mind to go watch movie, Be angry at me its ok, jus dun condemn me is all i ask for.
I nt feeling any good aso

Sometimes I feel being a human is a chore, i'm jus trying my best to try to please my frenz but unfortunately i jus failed miserably. I realised i'm nt a super man after all.. Hah it sucks, Yesterday while my army buddy and I drank and talk, he said that I shd curb my fiery and volatile temper and at least he was honest to tell me that coz he wants me to change. Otherwise I'm a good person. He's nt the 1st person, and i hope he's the last to think that.

To you and only u again if u are reading this entry: I really hope u dun be angry at me. I dun wanna u to ignore me

Due to someone reminding me to update, so i'm writing this extravagant entry with proper english, no lahs or any singlish.. so sit back on ur couch, whatever and patiently read this, i try to make it gd reading, since I got the mood and inspiration to write.

Firstly, jus wanna briefly talk about some of the things i thinking of getting, except ps3: as follows: Note: pics are taken from Google..






Yeap, think its strange for guys to get fragrance/perfume? Well I personally treat it as a form of must have accessory b4 going out, jus like watches and bracelets. Cum on, its great to smell gd, sort of give u a confidence boost. I looking for this brand, which is shown in some magazines as a new fragrance. I got a sample of it when walking past the Tangs shopping centre, and I think its great. BUT, the prob is its quite hard to find, most of the departmental stores do nt carry this brand, most probably I'm going to Tangs to get it perhaps next wk.. anyone who have any idea where it is sold for a cheaper price can drop me a comment and tell me? Next..




Ok its nt rit to get a camera phone in my current state but this phone did attract me to have the thought to get it, my contract is ending in May and the 3250 is nt in great condition.. It has a 5 megapixel camera, mp3 and its a slider , stylish.. I like..

Oh, I want to get a pair of white jeans and shoes too.. that have to wait...

Moving on, 2 more weeks and I would be in another part of the world for 2 weeks.. Technically its nt long but problem is its nt a holiday, tough days to endure.. I will miss the forever evolving but heavenly Singapore food, the pretty girls in Orchard road, Of cos my friends and family.. Damn I hope the homesickness bug dun affect me that bad.. Pray I would be safe and sound in 1 piece without trouble, simple.

7 more months to my 21st birthday, looking forward, marks the transition to a adult, Hah feeling old already, no longer that poly nerd/brat.

In previous weeks, I been hanging out wif yj and jeremy most of the time, did nt see edmund and jason for a long time. Which is less lively considering jason was the funny guy in our group. Guess after graduation everyone has their commitments like work, guys waiting for NS and gals for university entry or work. Which leads me to think: When I ORD would it mean even less time to contact and mit up wif frenz as I would be working? A fresh new set of challenges would arise once I'm out of NS, I dread to think deeply into it though.. You never knew what u have lost, till u lose it, think and regret your actions. Life is like a photo album, memories and dreams are the photos in the album that capture how meaningful a person has lived his life. My photo album is still incomplete, there are still many photos I want to capture yet.

I know I mostly use words in my journal so might be quite boring. jus try to use many pics for my subsequent entries.

Could be my last entry b4 my training, and would continue after i cum back.

My Internet was down for quite some time.. But i'm glad that I can go online again!!It would be 1 mth plus b4 going to india for overseas training for 2 wks.. Thinking of it springs a bundle of questions in my mind: would i be able to adapt? would i be cope with homesickness?

Though its only 2 wks, but its nt like I'm going on a holiday, heard about the atrocious weather there, super duper hot and cold both day and night.. Jus hope that I would still be back in 1 piece and nt gt into any trouble lo!

But, I'm looking forward to go to the Taj Mahar, one of the 7 wonders, to capture pictures and keep it as memories ba!

And I'm looking forward to next wkend coz it would be Kbox again! been itching to sing for along time liaoz!